Neutral feelings

Recently I realised I have this neutral feeling towards to people. I will not treat them nicely nor rude/bad, it will be purely natural. As I know human beings will never remember the good things which you have done for them, in their mindset, the brain have preset a chemical reaction and this reaction will prompt them to react negatively towards you. I have encounter and seen a lot of cases.. Why? Strange, but I know we can control our minds, as long as we have a strong will, it can be done so.

I tried my best in a way 我不喜欢欠，由其是： 欠人情。。 I prefer to survive on my own, and pretty stubborn of me, weakness? or strength? there are pros and cons of me believing in all these. Nothing is right or wrong, is just the way we look at things in a different angle. I guess my parents have trained me to be independent and I am the eldest, most of the time I will 靠自己. Sigh, guess I got to contol my mind. wish me luck then.. Need lots of luck in whatever we are doing in this world.