Being myself ?

Feelings overflooded in the air... Am I just being too sensitive? What is wrong with ppl asking me questions and it just answers which I need to make them happy. Am I reporting answers? I don't really like to live in a world of reporting answers. I don't have to report to anyone, I do things as I feel I am correct, you can correct me if I am wrong. I am willing to listen too. Frankly speaking, I just need to be myself, and the most important in life for me to move on is my love ones, esp Isaac... I need him to be healthier, I need him to be the miracle in my life, and I don't wish things caught in between and hurt relationships. That why I pretend to be deaf. Words floating in the air, it does not smooth my ears, I pretend I am deaf again in order to live together. Hope things can get better .... and I have tried my best....