work to live ? Or live to work

hv u ever think of e subject title i wrote ? who knows there are lots of ppl who live to work, and not work to live. Live to work sounds to me "i found passion in my work" work to live sounds like "feed". how many of us in this world are so fortunate? i envy and wish i can feel the passion. Is been ages that i feel i am working blindly and doubt my ability. have been asking myself, what i am doing nw, they can easily get a lowly paid to do these roles. I dont see myself an asset to the company. I always hope i will get my appraisal yearly, but i will nv get one if i continue . . . will i ?