Just thoughts

My Isaac is 8months old, he will be 1 year old in Sept.. There is one thing for sure is when you have kids, you will realise you will grow old in no time and you kid will in her or his early 20s. that is scary.. although I do wish to see how Isaac looks like in 20 years time, but I will not dare to look at myself in the mirror by then. I hope I will not look that bad, and still in my well maintain shape and looks. hee. eversince since my status is different now, I realised I have changed a lot. I remember my mum always say I am like a kid, how can I take care if my kid next time? Well I survived 8 months so far didn't I? God created me and lead me to what I am now, I should thank god for giving me such a wonderful gift. Today as usual I visit Isaac at Houg, I carried him and he is resting on my shoulder, I whispered to him, "I love you, you love me... He giggle and giggle.. That melts my heart, I take it as he understand what I have whispered to him.. Even when I say sorry to him, cause I didn't realised actually he was full, and kept ask him to drink the rest of his milk till he vomitted.. :( He accept my apologies, he smiled again to me.. I remember what my colleague Sarah says .. Isaac's smile will cast away all your unhappiness ... Indeed she is correct..